The sky falls, the sea rushes to land, but the birds sing.

Sing, damn birds…sing
For there’s still tomorrow, and after tomorrow, and on

Timeless wonder and on the journey goes

Into traps and out of them, but without pain.

A deep chasm in my heart, now filled with stones

Does this make me love fully from the heart?

And in any slight moment, the stones form into water,

Liquefying my love and dries the next moment.

The wound will not be easily closed.

Perhaps best if not closed at all.

Frailty, thy name is women.

Thou knowest love not.

Nay, tis me. I know not of love.

Peace disturbs me in my sleep in chaos.

That spark, now daggers of mine eyes

Are eager to shout, and turn around.

Oh how I loved the events which passed from

The goodness and evilness of the world.

Yes, I loved them, and no regrets shall be made.

One evil deed and it stands for all,

Two evil deeds and it stands for one,

Which then goes unnoticed, but…forgotten.

Such words that come from your mouth,
If they’re to be comforting words, then let them be.

But fancy that those words were once written on the mirror in blood.

Hate me, if it brings you peace.

Assume that none has been what it seemed,
For as powerless as it now seems in them,

Becomes powerless of me.

You cannot love hate, but you can hate love.

I know not of a man whose heart has not been pierced
By arrows with feathers shot by the naked arms of a cupid
Tainted with venomous poison that disperses throughout

The body, much like an echo in a chapel.

That echo, back to its owner, rages and grieves

Itself the locked moments that tear apart

Which wonders why what hath been done, hath been done.
Dusty trail marked by pebbles of pain be removed at once,
Yet, immovable and stretches solely on its own under thy feet.

Thou hath grieved once, twice, surely not thrice

But say, with pride and dignity, thou art a shame.
Paint thyself in black and white
For colors are not suitable in thy portrait.
Tis not love that speaks itself fresh and pure
But through time and time of overflowing sea of unspeakable truths and lies.
Let it be at the end of an easily cut rope that thickens and is held
To be free and fall and plunge into a puddle of pure simplicity

So complex filled and stirred with memories betraying a man’s virtues.

Remaining silent, the anger screams in agony

So slowly and serenely it is merely in pain and disgust with itself.

Glance beyond the trail and find thyself in a place of nowhere

Yet, desired to be. Starless, soundless, surrounded by horrid faces

That bite at thou for thy incompetence and abnormality.

Aye, faith hath once again speaks but of truth and lie

In unity and perfect concord and all against what is still in life.

Peace shall be with you and stroll on the thorn path
Bringing endless pain and suffering thou deserve.

Thou art an ass, and let thyself hide in thy shadow
That brings no light but darkness of a snake, engulfing itself.

it's so weird talking to myself..especially in this way....but how i feel can only be described this way....Andy....why...be blessed, cursed, you are who u are...

THE TOP TEN THINGS YOU SHOULD NOT SAY TO AN OFFICER!

For all of you that drive....i suggest you not to say these when ur checked upon by an officer =P...but feel free to try them and see what happens.....then let me know what happens, okIe?!! xD

The Top 10 Things NOT to say to a Police Officer

1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3. Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, Officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. When the Officer says "Gee Son....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

  HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~~
17!!! and....not feeling that much older!!! mb cuz i'm too mature...LOL JK!
First of all, thank you all to ppl that came to my dinner/party..hahaha...u guys are awesomeee, made my bday soo much fun!!...and to ppl that couldn't come...u guys just suck u know?....hahaha...jk, too bad tho, u all missed out   so much...ahahaha....
So Thx to : Wee Wee, Nicole, Clement, Ben, Momo, Alvin, Robin, Michael, TurtO, FeFe, Makudonarudo, melo meowww, Calvin, Karson, Vince, Jason, Paddy, Peter yup thats it!!

and Thx to Clem, Ben, Vince, and Peter for the new mp3!
Momo for the puppy stuff animal
Nicole for the Tigger key chain
Melo and ophe for the cakeee =D
and Wilson for soon-to-come "pc"
hahahahaha =]
TY ALL FOR COMING!!!

    pete, robin, mike        lol jason....nice        guyz? @ my party?   my buds, wil clem      focus on me!!! lol

    alvin, ronald, melo     ben u lick 2 much   u two look happy ^^  lol...sick guyz...       awww...hahahaha

  lol "oh" ??                 ben, clapping??       cally, u look stoned   PEACE, not ****  wut were we looking at?

     hahaha...turtO           smileeeee ^^            ni, cally, me, momo  uh oh wilson did smth   calvin~

             mee                       hahaha buds           got whipped....          all over....                 aiyahh...loL

      me, and calli               my bday cake!!          ummm                 lol jason...mmm=]     hello there FeFe

       haha...2 funnie            hello there pete     wut u lookin@ophe? made such a mess            ussss ^^

                 fingers everywhere!!! ahhH!!!          ooo sexy ron~         meloooo~~                on the busss

      me and wilson          calli, me, clem, ben     again...haha..hugs     ackkkkkk!!!              hehehhehee

I love youuu~

HAHAHAHA
yes, i did purposely leave u out Cally
loooL were u shocked?? mad???....T____T
thx for everything u did...and dun say u didn't do anything...=P
u made everything perfect...u mean so much to me...i know nothing will go wrong
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEE!!!
I AM NOW 17!!!!

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--FANTASY--
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A boy loves a girl despite of the hardship, troubles, and distance from her.
The pain he went through, the time spent apart from her were all worth it for that moment spent together in the middle of black seperated by white.
He knows that she's the girl for him...he knows that he won't let anything hurt her, especially him.
He wanted to keep her warm in the coldness, bring light to the darkness shared with her, and all was achieved at that moment, and time seemed to stop for him.
"I accept your answer...and I love you"

A girl loves a boy despite of the difficulties, adversities, and distance from him.
She struggled and swayed from time to time...dubious of her love for him.
She had to be assured, find out herself...love him for who he is.....to her.
She knows she means the world to him...she wants to make all his wishes come true.
Such small beings in an ample space of black blend with white, so insignificant, yet so significant, she knew he was the guy for her...she knows that she won't hurt him nor will he hurt her.
She was warm in his arms, she made his wishes come true, and all was achieved at that moment, and time seemed to stop for her.
"It was cold...but I was warm."

They love each other despite of everything.
In the darkess there was snow, in the cold there was warmth.
Either time had stopped, or time had skipped.
They wanted everything to last until they signal to stop.
They have everything, they know everything, and now, they're everything to each other.
November 25th, 2006
Their first interminable time together
It was snowing
For them.

Everything was perfect yesterday, and i thank you for that..
i hope for everything to stay the same...if not, better....but for better or for worse, i'll still love you for who you are...and i won't change for anything. I'll get u that juice someday...i'll always be with you tho...you are my love and u made everything possible between us....thank you pabo...for us...i know fate will always be by our side ^^

 

-I Love You-